(9) Hate Prevails in Long beach

Smear campaign ? what the heck is going on behind my back well when I wake up not long after I go to sleep with my ears ringing then going to write this feel shaky and head hurts sounds like defamation of character has taken place, yet the people that organized it use it with an intent to harm me. Lacking a tolerance for someone else's opinion Is less an effort of accepting me as an individual, and more of an example of allowing one's own supremacy to reign by attacking the person for which they interpret negatively. Using this negative hate filled opinion is an example of why to instigate a smear campaign, and the foundation of the covert violence directed at me ( my feeling the way I do right now) is an example of the extreme nature of supremacy that is going on behind the scenes in Long Beach. People that represent the city represent all that work in the city, which is sad because and these adverse hate filled actions represent anyone that drives a black & ;white uniform or not. It makes me so sad for this and to have hate directed at me in this manner is demoralizing and difficult to describe, and not because I feel so bad at time I should be sleeping actually yes because I feel bad and this is health damaging consequence, but even more just because there is no excuse for people to be so mean.

Delusional not only because the power in which they cannot have enough of, but dehumanizing and inhumane in the manner (very unethical) in which the cognition/emotion to decide that someone does not belong and then go about hate crimes in a hidden & covert manner yet that is blatant, brazen and bold directed at me. Manipulative, intimidating, and a form of violence. Where is the control for the very one that is so hell bent on rule and compliance? Really evil? Such that loosing a moral conscience is not enough while judging others, this was a requirement of accepting the position that of honoring a model character as to set a better example that of integrity and respect, especially that of human dignity to fellow man especially others that represent the same industry of government that have not lost their ways by upholding the honor of a standard of character that does not disregard human dignity. This last sentence evolves in many forms of behavioral derivatives that may uphold respect or totally disregard any ethical nature of human being. I cannot fathom the level of disregard that I am experiencing by any means of my empathic nature and it just breaks my heart that these people are so cruel.