(111) Human development a perspective through the lens of humanities, I mean humanity

today June 2, 2024 updated 1/11/25

purpose of writing another acid cleanse from those that need someone to beat up on. More than narcissist abuse cycle I have not posted a blog for 2.5 months. This is hatred, displaced aggression from a person that cannot halt their bad behavior, nor can they place focus their attention on where it is needed. Why is this?

Cannot feed the narcissist they want to hear of the pain that they cause you, so that they can turn around and come back and cause you some more pain. Still it will never adjudicate them from the internal scars and deficiencies that are the actual source of their ugly views towards others, and to compensate further for the pain that they are in they seek pressure in causing others pain. Even though like identity politics they will pay the little tin god in your life. Control and manipulate Luna’s got a demote you in your life so that it seems to fit the label that they have imposed upon you. Seems like caring and giving you attention far from it. The label is never kind it is like that of which a dictator or tyrant would place upon someone. For example, spreading fear breeding hate, create a social movement get people are their side then the us against them thing. Reinforce that sense of superiority since that genuine authentic self does not exist, never looked within instead tuned out now disconnected lacking self and lacking a moral reasoning skills. The subject nature (superficial) is derived from their own incapacity to think yet hate instead.

Understanding how the neurons connect help understand this. One example that comes to mind is a high stressed aggressive male like that of the primate order. Social hierarchy, bullying, who belongs and who doesn’t and treat others as such. A maladaptive stress response- inhibited frontal cortex, emotional reactivity, emotional reactivity more activity in the limbic center where the amygdala is overactive. This is the fear response, no emotional skin, disinhibited, and dysregulated which initiates aggression. No wonder? no you should do more than wonder you should be concerned because the idealism will only become more polarized while the behaviors (addictions) will only become more extreme. The more power the more the inflated ego the more one will need to serve themselves not their conscience this is what is missing. Without an orbital frontal cortex being (i.e., dorso lateral) being fully online the differentiation of this important neural region’s functional capacity and the nuero circuitry that is minimized as a result of an individual’s positive or negative development or not becomes a major contributing factor between developing the higher ability to possess sapience and function at the capacity of a intellectually and emotionally mature adult or being disinhibited, disconnected, in entropy, despair and stagnation stuck in impulse and chaos rather than having reason and order in their life.

Cumulative stress over a lifetime and how a person adapts in a positive or negative way over a lifetime makes all the difference. Robert Sapolsky’s “ Why Zebra’s Do Not Get Ulcers” book a watered down psychopharmacology/biology book about the effects of stress and who is more susceptible to stress or not is a very good investment to educate yourself on the topic. Why am I even up at 4:00 am writing this anyway?

When a person is or feels inadequate (i.e., like the affect shame from unresolved early life issues) you can bet that needs are not met, and that stress that has accumulated as a result will and can be internalized in the context of experience, which is due in part by time frame of experience (i.e., what time of development), and degree of child maltreatment that the person had experienced. This is what contribute to the individual differences for each person ultimately can contrive from individual experiences if self-aware and if they can learn then by semantic encoding and intuition a template can be formed of their own lifes that can allow for them to understand others (i.e., empathy, human dignity) of what a behavioral technician can use at a higher degree of predictability to find deeper meaning of different patterns of behavior to align with patterns/trends of human development to test if a person net experience has left them in a  beneficial and/or compromised mental health state or not. Each and every person has a different percentage of negative/positive experiences, and they evolve in a different dialogue and context of experience, which has a role, plays an effect tied to affect which are hurdles that some can overcome while others cannot. Being engaged in making meaning of your own suffering and the suffering of others (empathy) can make it an easier path, which surely contributes to developing an intuitive ability to comprehend, and utilize pattern recognition, and reinforcement to have a higher self-awareness of one’s own life. These along with ones own ability to utilize their own life as a template, along with the ability to unify all this (i.e., whole life experience, education and current experience to that of a self and other’s) is a component of thorough development (i.e., at the level of adult capacity), which allows for the appropriate neural regions and circuitry to have the capacity to be able to do so.

To stressed and the net effects of stress accumulated over a lifetime can compromise development then a person will struggle to adapt therefore will not function at this objective, truth seeking, structurally implicated higher order functionality of the human organism. Affect like the net effect of positive versus negative emotion over time (i.e., actuarial science) which is underlying feeling not the same as emotion, yet complacent in ones ability to have emotional intelligence has all to do not only with the fundamental aspects of development, but also even more importantly the our development foundational aspects related to and needed for the intellectual and emotional maturity that an adult experiences (i.e., sapience) like one’s ability to possess wisdom, to grow, learn over a lifetime. Brain development, and the effects positive/negative of how a person has been socialized and how they connect to, and process incoming information. This is the experience of development, and the dialogue and context experienced (i.e., compassion, empathy) is what allows for positive growth, which contributes to the neural circuitry between many critical regions to develop and become more active. It is arborization the brain is malleable; it has plasticity, and it must be for us to become like a fine wine as we can become better and better over time. This can go good for some that find themselves functioning in the process of individuation experiencing reason and order in their life as they function as a whole (i.e., subconscious not in conflict with ones consciousness) because they have resolved issues experienced in the social emotional learning process (thing called life/lets get on with it), therefore do not experience conflict within their subconscious instead functioning as a whole (i.e., right and left hemisphere integration). It is not always gravy for those that are less lucky with how their being insufficiently socialized has led them to experience more conflict and struggles from within like being subjective, superficial, and mean. Using compensatory mechanisms like defense mechanisms, social hierarchies, status, nor power is going to heal the pain from within the only thing that will allow for healing and positive mental health development is to look within, to have compassion to truly understand it. This is social emotional learning it is better than going around and roughing everyone up for your whole life. People this guy tries to rough up and get rid of are actually the answer to understanding his own pain only if he could be strong enough to look within rather than be isolated from his affect/feeling.

A life in a shell of existence without a soul instead of truly trying to understand yourself, sadly will lack reason and order in their life not experience a state of generativity/gratitude that comes with issues being resolved the individual may struggle in a deindividuated state and despair leading them to experience impulse and chaos in their life as they constantly experience internal contradictions because of a conflict of not understanding one’s self because a self has not been integrated into one’s own conscious abilities. Instead of patience, humor, and love a person that lacks this solid foundation will have shifts under the surface from issues that have gone unresolved which will show on the surface as hatred, anger, depression and anxiety. The difference between the two functional states are many and exist on a spectrum or a continuum of extremes. Either way, differentiation of the individual differences of human consciousness can be recognized by way of a calm versus an overactive nervous system, which has everything to do with positive versus negative emotional states.

This is where it gets interesting, sure it is all tied to life experience as it is intertwined with the intermingling with the biology that has been handed down to us which may vary from more positive to more negative as well. The part I find interesting is not just that some people can be so heartless and cold, while others can be loving and kind. Sure many are critical odf themselves and others while the loving and kindhearted are more accepting of themselves and others.  Above the individual differences of human consciousness, I explain that these complexities are due to life experiences (socialization), which is learning and the environments each person varies tremendously in positive vs. negative in maltreatment and stress that may be experienced as a result. More fun for some, while less for others, yet how we make meaning of our experiences has all to do with the love (i.e., feelings of adequacy) that has been given to us or in some cases the neglect that we have experiences.

I hypothesize it is the difference of these two experiences that contribute to a person having empathy vs. apathy, which is the differentiating factor that allows for a person to look within, to be strong, and find deeper meaning or not.

It is critical FOR DEVELOPMENT TO HAVE SELF-EFFICACY AND AUTONOMEY OF WILL AND THE EMOTIONAL STATE THAT A PERSON WILL ADHERE TOO WILL BE THE DIFFERENCE. Attachment phase is the predicating source of development the stage that needs to be met for healthy emotion and confidence to have the strength to look within and find meaning of one’s own struggles, therefore being able to tune in and accept the suffering by way of how the struggles of others affect us in a positive or negative way or not. Compassion and empathy is how we grow and learn of ourselves and have the will to rise above that which may ail us. Sure a person’s environment could change for the better or the worse and other conditions of negative or positive experience may overlap this is why our progression of development over time is not linear and instead is chaotic.

 Starting point and mature state though tied to the autobiographical self may implicate an easier understanding of the complex human organism us things that think and move in the effort to prevent miscues if correlation and instead even though cause and effect is not so easy as people are more like clouds, yet implications are not impossible and instead at this degree of understanding the human organism understanding and predicting behavior should not be subjective but can be done so through the higher functional state (listed at the top) which is a product of the adult capacity to function from a positive, thorough, and well oiled state that of the developmental process.

Finally, you can see how thorough development and higher order function at the capacity of an emotionally and intellectually mature adult is so important and critical for understanding others and optimal functioning of the human organism. Sapience away from black and white, categorical, dichotomous thinking. One makes for reason, order, intrigue, and excitement, while the other makes for boredom, fantasy, and fear conditioned emotional dysregulation.  One functional state impresses their frustrations toward others (which are many), while reinforcing their negativity through a negative emotional state person becomes more separated from the self, and more compromised as a result. Burning the straw man as ignorance pervades logic and pathology becomes prevalent by the lack of authenticity exhibited towards others instead by what they assume, predict, and expect (conformation bias) through the lens of hatred transposed by fear and anxiety.  Post- hoc rationalizing therefore becomes the go to as aggression and anger come to surface as tensions increase. I am not using sapience through an objective stance- to nor seeking truth through pattern recognition and the bigger picture through the template of my own genuine authentic life experience of accumulated knowledge and thorough brain development. Instead I am subject to acting on instinct, impulse and chaos driven by negative emotions separated from self; a false sense of self, subjugated by defense mechanisms used to distort reality to fit a narrative that I use as a guise to live by for my personality to unfold as I manipulate others gain to gain rapport for the injured self that does not feel, instead isolated from affect, stuck, vilified by external demands that constantly  pressure me for the need validating. Validating that is not self-reinforcing at the neural level, therefore leaving me void of dopamine and prone to adverse behavior as an effort to fulfill my ego and the public image that of the superficial self which all contributes to the cold-hearted numb robot that I have become.

I/d/a been sleeping but Luna has to react and try to create a situation since an email blog this morning 1/10/25 he gets his monkeys back on the hunt with another food assault experience tonight. Cannot put his focus where it needs to be even with so much riding and in jeopardy for those that need a sound effective leader in their community. So obsessed compelled no emotional skin must act or I’d be sleeping. I hope this article that I me Perrin wrote can give you understanding so you can find deeper meaning of why you feel so vulnerable.

 You got me again you feel better? Knows the effect of their practices cause damage want to finish me off so the butcher can get me in the hospital and cut me up to pieces and destroy my life.