(95) Is the use of outlaw practices towards others a practice of a hidden & covert underground civil war?

perrin41@aol.com 

From:perrin41@aol.com

To:perrin41@aol.com

Sat, Aug 3 at 10:55 AM

What are we doing what is going on?

Took another hit last night.

You could spell it out clearly and I wouldn't believe people are capable of political violence acted out in hatred & violence towards me. It's that projection thing I am just not morally bankrupt & spiritually dead. Difficult to rationalize or understand it no worries you have to be concerned of why someone cannot put their focus in a more constructive activity. I am sure the hunt down was a dopamine rush and surprise when we got him. The transcendent mission group against target person.

The LACSD employee that pulled for the incumbent complained of experiencing what he described as a hit squad against him. Dang here let me help fix your gang problem at 300.00.00 a year. (What it offered was someone a lot of resources to use as tools for his personality to unfold through the job. Not a pretty one at that).

I drove all over yesterday to get the food for a dinner I was making for some people. Hope they are OK cause these guys have these practices so articulated I have no idea what caused the issue. But cleansing program and hate smear campaign don't take my entitlement away it is the power that initiates the ego that defines me. I knew for a fact this is his personality and that no way would he change even under the biggest opportunity a dream position that most would never take for granted. The personality character will always unfold through you job and become worse while under pressure. Did my previous emails early this week bring about the retri union his negative personality traits.

Also, with the fact of a major political shift in terms of who may become president I am sure has something to do with this. Even a senator in JD Vance's state said it may take a civil war to straighten this country up. I experience underground violence outlaw practices where a leader creates and pushes an extreme away from and even against what the democracy of this nation stands for.

Scary oppression hatred violence. Are things really that screwed up? Self-awareness is perception, interpretation / cognition, emotion/ volition.

A high stressed nature or lack of thorough development disrupt a healthy balance of cognition & emotion in the form of having a healthy interceptive exteroceptive balance. Some since having no control an lack any value of introspection completely isolated from affect (feeling) in a state of apathy unable to tune in to their pain or the pain of others. Does this help understand the disconnect and experiencing the negative behavior and mindset that a person that is emotionally dysregulated transposes onto others? Nonetheless, it does not make it right getting to the point that bullying, controlling and seeking pleasure in causing others physical and emotional pain. A split personality a figure that years of functioning maladaptively seen that a sadistic degree of pathology is normal and ok.

Well, if this is the case and this is where we are headed as a country by the looks of other extreme groups around the world then we are in for big trouble. Luna any comment besides the underground evil? If anything happens to me the perrin41 blog and many emails I have printed are the proof that I am being targeted by you.