(90) Pretty much explains the whole behind the scene smear campaign thing

https://youtu.be/scK3kKNzGY4?si=XA-OLUj8KWtAQLpc

Holy cow Friend & business partner goes out of town June 9 and taking constant food assaults ever since. Good luck getting food or drinks without it causing me issues.

My blog two posts ago (6/24/24 Monday morning at 11:19 am) addressing the nature of why I see nothing has changed beyond the experiences I started encountering in 2007 and today nothing in Long Beach has changed. Going to work right after that post was another day of the smear campaign it is bewildering to experience pathology in the form of evil at this degree. When you are experiencing extreme practices, you know that you are dealing with extreme irrational views.

Nonetheless, this video gives way to why now the defamation of character behind the scenes after the last two posts someone is enraged. The trouble is defamation of my character may be dehumanizing to me since my goals and hopes have absolutely no implication to that of the narcissists narrative. The driver of these campaigns is indicative of a self-serving bias one implicated from a terrible personality disorder. Nonetheless as pathology may imply, I hope the objectives of Mr. Fletchers 12-minute presentation helps shed light on that all the things being directed at me mimic these 18 behavioral implications to that of a narcissist.

I am bedridden in thought that others unaware of someone's underlying intentions and ulterior motives that they as well become a target and someone to be hated on as well. Others with good intentions and caring that have awareness of right or wrong through a reasoning since aligned to their morals, empathy and s higher since of reasoning that they be condemned is just wrong. it pains me that the pathology of others can become destructive to so many. Anyhow this mini presentation is not half as bad to listen too than as it is so very bad to personally experience and literally have your 40's to 60's what many would call your golden years stripped from you. One of the more difficult things is the longevity of and how this may be a way of life for some that without any conscience, empathy or caring this individual is absolutely oblivious to how much havoc and grief that he has already caused in someone's life, that being mine.

Laying the groundwork through smear campaigns and defamation also breads way to that of hatred directed towards others. I see and am convinced that even though subjectively labeling someone to that of trying to categorize people to a group that extremes do exist. If someone dies due to this that this is genocide. Taking away a person's God given inalienable rights in a way that threatens their health is also thinking and practices that are genocidal in nature. The characteristics that define narcissism in this presentation when they become that of a malignant narcissist is one that seeks pleasure in causing and seeing others suffer, which is indicative of an exacerbated case of narcissism (i.e., Adolf Hitler was a malignant narcissist) because it contains the dangerous component of sadism.

The video explains that it is difficult to see that what looks like and seems to be a regular person can be so cruel that is till you become the target. I have concerned myself and tried to share that when engaging and even allowing others to partake in such practices when you are a leader is not only selfish, but it is extremely reckless. I shared an email to myself today about attachment styles and how attachment styles have a lot to do with development and how a person will evolve to function as an adult. Neither here nor there not as many have the worst scenarios of attachment styles but when they do it is often associated with transgenerational and multigenerational trauma that gets passed down from our ancestors. It is dangerous often seeking positions of power is a defense mechanism, but trouble is when maladaptively functioning for long periods of time addictive behaviors in the workplace may escalate over time to evil and as these practices get worse it is not only outgroup members that get hurt it is the ingroup members that suffer as well.

When people enter groupthink settings, they lose their individuality of character and self-awareness, which are necessary components of higher self-consciousness and a solid core identity. It may not seem like a big deal to seek external validation from the group rather than living a life attuned to the morals and values that are a part of the normal internalization process, but it is because it is the internal locus of control that actually reinforces who you are in the genuine and authentic sense. The reinforcement practices of the internalization process (i.e., positive reinforcement) is everything about looking within and making meaning of your suffering and the suffering of others which is self-reinforcing at the neural level. That is when a person responds to incoming environmental releasing stimuli in a way that is attuned and aligned with the values that define a person's character and identity. The internalization process is self-reinforcing at the psychochemical level meaning it increases dopamine baselines, while being externally driven does not.

This is why people that are externally driven (i.e., reinforcement, locus of control) become prone to adverse behaviors that they often become addicted to. I have posted all of these scenarios from studies. Just like exclusionary practices are a form of negative reinforcement that comes from a subjective (opinions, attitudes) stance rather than that of on internalized perspective that would seek the objective truth of the human condition through an inclusive lens. I get it as an internalized person that seeks objective truth through a systems and structuralist approach without bias and judgement that like this video share and many other avenues like the maladaptive stress response, being externally driven, and the wide array individual differences its not always easy to see how it all connects. The individual experience varies in context and come about from our immediate environment to the environments that we experience over our lifetimes and the intermingling effects on or individual biology. The degree of positive versus negative experience and how one adapts over time plays a role in our affect (feeling), and emotional development which deems the optimal functional state of the human organism leading to intellectual and emotional maturity when the neurobiology is in sync and the person is functioning effectively.

It is this very awareness that provides the importance of preventing environments that are to strenuous that prevents the positive growth of others at any time of the development process which I deem takes place over a lifetime. It makes a difference in the biological footprint that we leave behind to our future descendants and this is a responsibility that we should not take lightly. I am just writing this out free handedly I am usually a multi-draft writer taking often to 10- 20 drafts. I am not even going to reread, correct or try to polish the grammar. These sciences of the behavioral neurosciences are very important in so many different ways and intersections at all the micro and macro level interactions that no one trying to provide feedback for positive growth and development should be condemned, silenced or even canceled. actually, it is these last few that are becoming more commonplace terms as authoritarianism and extremism is becoming more of an aspect of a stressed society that is bringing out the worst in our behavior. The danger this poses is just not prevalent in the weakness of not accepting others but even more so in the limiting factors of cognition that takes place in neural structure and function that is the cause of the impulse and chaos in a person's life rather than reason and order.

I do not have OCD but I am compelled to strive towards practices in society at the micro and macro level that absolutely bring out the very best of our biological systems that we have to work with as human beings. The first part of this post sucks, so does the way in which I have experienced entropy due to the oppression and discrimination and prejudgement of others is an imperative to broaden our perspectives with the goal of like Cross level coherence using multiple fields aligned with a genuine authentic character that allows for gratitude, empathy, and unconditional acceptance of others. This with the bigger picture in mind and growing together there is no doubt that there is real world change to come.

I had cut this post and did not realize it was posted last week till 3:30 this morning 7/1/24. The hit squad is still active and in force I woke up at 2:35 feeling crappy in the stomach and know that simply trying to live normally to eat and drink for me as stupid as it sounds are a threat to my health. The extreme style of these evil practices is what the post described on 6/24/24 weeding people out slight acidic encounters and arsenic to screw up the persons health to hunt them down and get rid of them is the specialty that Luna partakes in, and this is what replaced Villanueva? Shame hugh? Nice power grab so the guy can serve his delusional split personality self, portraying one thing while completely acting out another behind the scenes; malignant narcissism at its best. If my post wasn't true to the very nature of this person, why would I experience retribution of any kind? One reason why healthy minded rational thinkers do not lower themselves to retribution they have plenty of tools to make sense rather than lower themselves to violence. My human consciousness studies aligned with at least ten of the most current research scientists from many different disciplines help to understand and explain the difference of people that behave at their best and worst very well. There is no subjective opinions or attitudes involved just objective reality and science. keeping the humanness in the equation is respect for humanity.

To blindly ignore the people that have died throughout history or even peole that dedicate their lives as a researcher in the social and neural sciences, and instead relenting to identity politics, tribal politics' and cancel culture is Marxist woke thinking that regresses backwards 150 years to practices and ideologies of the ash heaps of history. We have to be better than this.

Here's reality:

 My goal I set in 2004 of getting married and racing 50 expert in XC mountain biking in 12 years by the time I was 50 was real. I am not negative without all the bullshit I am sure my life would be very much different today. Literally, now going on twenty years and pushing old age since I set that goal. Thanks a lot for the support fella’s got to love this administration. Even more so with the constant assaults on my physical health not hardly able to eat without a negative experience a breach of the God given inalienable rights supposedly protected under the U.S. constitution. Love the program Luna impressive what a generous soul and true gentleman a real professional. Never even a warning, just a bunch of attacks on my character, emotional, and assaults on my physical health right from the beginning in 2007. Just shows the neurotic, apathetic nature of disgust started long ago which explains the degree of evil that cannot be restrained today. All underground and behind the scenes. The oppression and violent practices still continue.

If a top- down hierarchy is about whoever kicks the most ass gets to the top, then does that mean that the person that gets to the top runs an organization that is all about kicking ass? If so then what happens when the personality cannot unfold so that all his ego cannot be gratified because the person enters an organization that is based around integrity and not kicking ass? Well, you're seeing it displaced aggression escalates due to frustration and increased tension, and Perrin becomes like he has been the scapegoat for someone to beat up on. The narcissist abuse cycle ensues till someone gets hurt. No moral conscience, no empathy, no caring none of this ever existed just fulfilling one's own needs by being the superior and kicking ass. And, oh yeah, let's not forget, collecting a big ole ass paycheck to boot. The job gives someone more resources, power and ego, which is just making him that much crazier. This is a major hate fest.

I know hatred is on the rise, but I cannot believe it came into my life and has literally been ruining it for a long time now. I would find it difficult to believe that anyone in The United States has experienced this length of abuse and oppression in a long time if ever.

was awake all night again early morning 7/1/24 ears ringing, feeling foggy, stomach hurting and brain cloudy. Feel inebriated now I get to drive go to work climb and pull things up on to the roof. I have already shared a post that explains I have almost been in a few accidents having to drive like this. Handing out prescriptions without labeling all the symptoms or the giving the warnings like dangerous to your health or do not drive or operate heavy machinery.