(77)Retribution and hatred; Robert G. Luna everyone is watching. carry it well you represent anyone in the world that wears a police uniform.

In reality it really isn't all about you, and not exhibiting controlled thinking to remain ethical rather than react emotionally (i.e., anger, rage) without discipline or self- control is a horrible behavior to behold and is even a worse example to set as a leader.

last night sleeping woke up not breathing out of breath and had to wake up catch up in my breath like a panic. The last time I experienced this was after I was broadsided at 40 mph by a guy that did not see that the traffic light was out. I was just in the ambulance and given a shot by the firefighter within a minute didn't even see he was going to give a shot to me then leans over arm in the air like some 9/11 pose. I think people are going crazy. the next night after this at home in the night I experienced the same thing as I did last night.

These people own the town I am not safe to get medical care, the dentist, buying food, eating out, leaving any in my car or at home. There is the biggest hate fest going on that could be imaginable I knew this was going to evolve. Traits of the malignant narcissist- narcissism, paranoia, anti-social disorder (psychopathy), and the worst part of it all sadism. Labeling people to a social construct- identity politics an ideology a movement, getting every on my side external validation, using fear to bread hate- tribal politics- and cancel culture thrill of chase, ego-gratification, getting rid of someone to silence cover-up, save face, paranoia, protect interest, reinforce sense of superiority self-righteousness. List probably goes on nonetheless sadistic and evil the fuck with all the good people.

not sure what to expect but I am sure just about the same. You think this guy has anything on Lee Baca? No he hired the lawyer that prosecuted Lee Baca then sly as ever to cover it all up calling it constitutional policing. Reminds me of Robert E. Lee running for the hills after losing the civil war thinking if I can get to the hills then I can keep this war going for another thirty years. I took anuther hit yesterday and will get more after writing this.

Someone cannot stop their behavior can't lose has to be right. One thing about hate is that it resides from within some are capable of it while others are not. Fortunately, I find myself incapable of hating period. Unfortunately the guy that has it out for and that hates me cannot get enough of it.