(44) Still a Target under Seige

Written 7/14/22 early am got me again

Awake at 340 am yesterday it was 3:00 am. They are s still trying to replace me. Is the replacement theory correct and what is happening with some leaders that act as a demigod taking matters into their own hands by organizing an operation that takes the steps and does the work to get rid of people that are seen as unwanted or unfit in society. That is not true to the red hit and blue. An obvious abuse of power and authority, an example of excessive force. In this case scenario like a drunk with power and infatuated with oneself in being right, but even more cannot renege by stepping down yet in contrast reach for a power grab to syay on top. Such a need for power is a person that will use their own knowhow and available resources to utilize this position.

The only way they know how what they must use comes in a package starting with the character and traits that drive their personality. Person that lies and uses people and manipulates them to get ahead. Also, tactics from what they have been doing and what this is (tools) that are available to them.

Only as good as the knowledge that you attain, schemes surveillance bent on rules and compliance, and use policies as a template then fit people to these as such.

Dictators get their power from collaborating with and getting members in the community on their side with them. These can be social construct like minded ideologies. They have to boost their ego, and to do this they have yo have someone to separate themselves to take and distinguish their stand.

This requires also to instill fear a cause to create a social movement, and then the cause a social construct which builds favor in a social movement the tactic have theory add people to the cause.

Have to make a disgustful picture of someone attack them their name and their character.

Tyranny becomes prevalent when the person is attacked in an unethical, dehumanizing way. When a person is held hostage in the means of a political prisoner for someone’s own political aspirations and success. People really do this it is a derivative of a malignant narcissist someone that is woven of the same cloth as Hitler, Putin or Trump. They are mean aggressive and have a thirst and strive for a place of power at such a level that they will act on or do anything to attain it. Tyranny comes in the form of using underground tactics to manipulate and intimidate people to joining your cause. Corrupt blueprints and plans to get ahead. Does positive growth come from just doing business as usual?

I am under siege and attack on a daily basis the demigod has emerged and is on a quest to seek election for sheriff and I am a tool to be used or a person that will have to be replaced because their ids no need for me except someone that is aware of all these abuses that are taking place.

They attack me in ways of water I drink. Today second night in a row wake up real early with a lot of ears ringing, can’t sleep, hands dry, stomach hurting. What is it I am being exposed too? Level of extremes?

This guy came after me in 2015 when taking control and has utilized an effort that has just became more and more extreme. Now it is in full effect person retired but is still just as active as ever. Couldn’t walk away needs more and more. Addicted has no other way. It is very different to see and think of people functioning in this way. In the past 7 years I have seen the same behaviors here as the president at the time was exhibiting. Someone needs to step up this man he is capable of causing destruction and catastrophic damage that may be unrepairable considering the state of the current nation as it exists. Hate and violence is on the rise this guy is desperate and is reaching his group is growing it is not safe.

*:20 am 7/14/22

After sleeping having little like speckles around on my face that itch that I have to scratch.on tip of my ear my lip mon the side of my face. Tells my I was exposed to arsenic again. Feeling vibrating lightlu around chest and arms feel weird. This is me not really eating much at all. I am being cautious because I know I am a target, because I have been assaulted in this nature which I see is no less than being singled out and this being a hate crime. Further because of the duration volume frequency and duration of the events. It is organized planned and was ordered by someone. The extent is enough to abdicate that the person is insane, paranoid, and apathetic, but also taking this much further than just to the extent of harassing me. I shopped at Target in Carson grabbed my drinks from the fridges in front the bubbly waters I normally get. Ackward there wase this anti- itch cream that I bought for my retired teacher neighbor sitting on the front of the isle where the frozen hamburger open case deli is at. Like he is on the list now too?