(64) This another copy of an email to myself on May 28th Titled Mr. Luna. This guy is messing me up good

Below on April 19th wrote and emailed to myself; the personality is unfolding through the job smear campaign and organized physical attacks all hidden covert which are difficult to detect due to being easily covered up. I experienced and another assault today of this bature that mimic light radiation exposure therefore can't sleep due to a number of side effects that I am experiencing.

I am writing this right now after more aggressiveness directed toward me all year continuing in April and May even just recently while attempting to receive medical care. I write this in concern due to the level of brutality and excessive force that is absolutely through the roof, aloof, and extremely unprofessional and dangerous. This not only being dangerous just to my health but in a lot of ways across the board, which I will briefly explain here. Even though hidden and covert the actions are directed at me in a brazen and bold manner in the form of physical threat. Most people experiencing this level of threat directed at them may find it difficult to not maintain their composure which is not fair because the people have a plan and expect a reaction and wait to ponce and if anything, make it a matter of the person being attacked has instability yet in reality the person's character and physical health are being attacked and threatened. There are many natural responses that stem from being manipulated psychologically and a lot has to do with how assertive a personality that the person being abused has or not. Variables that should be considered, but surely are not when some types of leaders are all about making war out of scenarios or circumstances that can easily be handled in more appropriate ways. This also is a factor related to personality dispositions good or bad and if the leader struggles with personality disorders or not. The new status quo I hope not. A leader that promotes these practices promotes underground practice within the group that are extreme and away from the duties of the proper duties and responsibilities of what the job calls for. Groupthink or paramilitary nature, which is taught in the academy, yet to what degree it is practiced is of direct responsibility of the leader in charge. Who will speak up when things go extremely wrong, and what negative or positive experiences come about in which way people at the micro or macro level are affected as a result? People within the group that do not yield to power will become the minority within the group which raises stress levels and promotes dissonance. Dissonance is the tension between two opposing thoughts, which leads to attitude problems. Well there is one negative within the group scenario and outcome that is not fair and unhealthy, therefore this requires looking at some further scenarios and the different positive or negative outcomes that may result as an effect.

Becoming integrated into a group think scenario creates a process of deindividuation, which is a loosing of self awareness and individuality of character at the mercy of this group affiliation. Retired chef of Minneapolis on Bill Maher show a couple of months explains much of what I just mentioned with me adding further the term deindividuation a concept studied by psychologist Philip Zimbardo and many others. Anyhow, Roland Abagondo in the interview was concerned of the stress that working environments of this nature cause, and so am I. I am an insider being a family member and also an outsider experiencing the extreme nature of these practices, but the negative affect family members, and the interactions within the group and even between group competition with outgroups experienced and promoted to certain degrees of extremes can be very destructive with a high price to pay in many ways in which would take to long to describe here. Knowledge and being open to interpretation and a different view by learning and daily experience is grand but difficult in an organization that does not allow for individuality of character to be transposed. Every person has experience of life in a different way which is experience, A job that deals with the ills of society day in and day out is highly stressful enough without aggressive authoritarian leader that is highly disagreeable and expects blind loyalty. Stress stacking needs to be prevented to prevent burnout, disgust and apathy. I have wrote it all before, my studies and experience are pronounced in these areas and I truly care. On a final note I will do my best to stay healthy even though the practices I am experiencing are promoted by an individual that has a split personality, is disconnected and incapable of empathy and is an example of the need for characteristics needed to stay in tune with one's self; self-awareness and individuality so that one can be in tune for a healthy resonse to all the incoming environmental stimuli that they will come across. So just like Abogondo stresses in the Maher interview that to prevent a higher stress load that preventing practices that demote individuality, self-awareness, and character only promotes extreme practices that compound stress, hate, and violence across the board at all interactions at the micro macro and within group between group and outgroup level, Awareness of the different practices and the effect that is caused as a result at these levels are crucial factors that make a difference in positive versus negative mental health. I am being attacked because I have knowledge and that I am in the know of these crucial factors that effect all members in society, which in and above itself is selfish. greedy, and apathetic. Kind of a hint of where the foundation at the personal level where it comes from. Terrible it is not even my fault just a person that cannot stop his maladaptive pathological nature, I would be sleeping right now without these stupid aggressive practices geared at taking aim at causing long term health problems towards me from a neurotic individual that can't see any good in anything away from what serves his insensitive egocentric self well. I am drawn to act because of the bigger concern all that in and of humanity. Robin Williams said, you realize that there are truly wonderful people out there. Therefore, caring becomes more important than thy self or thy ego. After experiencing blindness in my eye possibly from low blood pressure and an eye Stroke. This all happening after a negative experience after another unrelated dermatology appointment which I had similar side effects the night of the night after this dermatology appt., then the eye problem a few nights after. Now what is being experienced as permanent vision loss. Someone is trying to pounce tastes blood and is hungrier than ever. We are witnessing his true nature unfold. -----Original Message----- From: perrin41 <perrin41@aol.com> To: perrin41@aol.com Sent: Wed, Apr 19, 2023 6:52 pm Subject: MR. Luna My experience here in Long Beach is that they dehumanize you then treat you inhumane. Same administration all the way through except when an outsider came in. This was 2010 till 2014. The underground abusive outlaw practices stopped at least at the extremes that they were taking place before dating 2007- 2010. Just recently finding out that Luna was appointed deputy chief in 2006 it kind of exemplifies who may be responsible for orchestrating the extreme practices, even more so in 2015 it came back and slowly escalated in extremes up u till retirement in December 2021. I graduated that month as well the person I am highly internalized look through all my studies then kept studying all of 2023 at home building off of the foundation from my college experience. It is really exciting for me I have high hopes. I had a paper explaining my current experiences and detailing it to my life and how I have come so far. This was going to be a post on my blog. On the blog it explained what I experienced and how the document was erased and saved as an empty document.. silenced so I have not bothered keeping track of the negative experiences I have encountered since but the negative abusive practices come from a personality that feeds off of and abuses people when they have a natural reaction to the person's mistreatment towards you. Constantly a way of life and daily functionality for them. From the aspect of well being and healthy functioning all of my studies from 2022 have lead to ideologies of criteria for a human metric on how to measure individual differences of consciousness. The model utilizes aspects of development in time perspectives done so away from linear basis, current functionality- autobiographical self- which correlates from experienced past and that of an individuals creativity in the terms of their anticipated future. Similar to starting point and mature state and that in-between. Their exists no manipulation just that of objective truth. No hatred, confirmation bias, or post-hoc rationalizing. So, this effort to give back, which I geared myself towards from a goal that I set in 2006 is an endeavor void of any status (which I do not care for, nor do I need). Instead the learning process has evolved as I myself have grown and developed whe also understanding and accepting the differences of others no matter how cruel dehumanizing or how inhumane they may treat me. Geeze that was a piece to write Hugh? Anyway I feel truly blessed and am so gratefull to be taking a beating physically and emotionally from these guys that group all against one guy just me. The process I have only grown and become stronger experiencing heavy betrayel trauma and all. Like it says if this type of trauma it tends to push people to psycho educate themselves to address the negativity experience through an objective experience. Didn't hurt going back to school in 06 without knowing of what the future would bring, nonetheless the BA in psychology even though distressing at times as the experiences coming at me in real life I was at the same time learning of the dynamics of these during this education process. I don't know what to say but the extremes persisted at a lower level in 2022 more a form that I see as displaced aggression. Then since January this year someone's got their ro going and I am a token, surplus person, or social reward for the prominence of their success. This is great bring to me the research and learning processes that were studied in your year off Mr. Luna and let's schedule a meeting and do a contrast an comparison of how at the level of individuality man to man we dug deep in the preparation you know stemming from and leading to the anticipated futures. This work and effort that each of us can portray shows the level of heart that is involved and how much either one of us cares about and what we are truly doing when no one else is looking. I worked extensively all of 2022 driven an excited taking what I have already learned to a whole new level. How about you? Sent from my Verizon, Samsung Galaxy smartphone .