(3) Unsettling Experience

over the evening another bad experience with stomach pain ears ringing and not being able to sleep because of it. I am a target I have been a target and continue to be a targeted by a group that wants to benefit at my expense, and has to gain (we heed this) for their own selfish, greedy, apathetic purposes. Desperate because they have chosen to diagnostic label me but there is nothing but rumors and fears that are socially constructed in an attempt to oppress and harass me. Honestly the framers designed the constitution with protecting the people and with the intent to prevent the government from becoming large enough that they would become a problem for the people. in other words a government that was not to small to where they couldn't keep order, but also that the didn't have so much power and control that they impeded the rights and freedoms of the people. This is what is exactly happening here. King George was controlling the colonial people and invading their lives to the point civil unrest became commonplace until the constitution was written.

I experience a circumstance (without the unrest) even though I comply stay aligned and in tune with my goals (i.e., school, business, finding a wife). It seems finding a wife is protrusive to others and their hopes and wishes for me, because it defies the label and stereotype that I must abide by or face consequences in which are common place in these people in my life in the business practices that the city institution are follow by demand of their leader. Better off dead is me since ( I challenge their deeply held beliefs), because they must prevail by justifying a label that was placed upon me in 2006. I am aware of this not by any form of any kind of warning (since I have never been informed or spoken to), but instead all the consequences that come with a campaign that highlights their purpose on the neck of others. The suffer is real is indemnifies King George type of brutalities in the form of threats to my health (hate crimes), takes away my God given inalienable rights, forces rumors (in the name of safety in a manner of creating an emergency that does not exist, but in doing so relishes a smear campaign that breads fear and hate in the effort to console intergroup ideologies. Now me living a life just like everyone else wants to live is contrasted to being a thorn and a threat to these ideologies heterosexism, but the goal I set in 2004 was to be married by the time I was 50. This was 16 years ago, and these folks have had free reign not having to answer to anyone, and their practice of making a business out of a human life is authoritarian, oppressive, inhumane, and unethical. This is for starters my rights to freedom of speech are broken, I am dealing with cruel an unusual punishment, and I am sure amendment 13 would have to apply because I am treated like a slave, and they are trying to make loopholes in policies by bending tweaking and misrepresenting my character and mostly of all misrepresenting the dreams and goal that I have in my own life.