WHEN FACED WITH A MORAL DILEMMA WATCH THE TRUE CHARACTER SHINE. FOR DICTATORS THEY LOVE WAR AND WANT TO EXPAND IT

Log in to my computer and see in the news prompts a headline from newsweek Putins plan for Russia for the next six years. Putin’s transformation into Stalin is now complete. Pretty sure that Luna was promoted in 2007 because he was and would carry the practices I started experiencing at that time, which are the same practices that I am experiencing now. Tonight woke up at 2:30 stomach making weird sounds and feeling a bunch of the same old side effects, they got me again. My cat at the same time making this sound loud weird crying sound like something is not right has gotten sick this evening 3 times in the last 6 hours. He is exhibiting signs I am feeling them I am screwed again. This guy cannot stop totally addicted. I had a neighbor down the street that had epilepsy had to take medicines for it to prevent seizures when going to school he had to stop going to school because of being teased. Anyhow had a not-so-great life in adulthood ended up jumping off a building off Pine Avenue at the L Opera building. You can only imagine how these folks cannot get enough of dishing this crap out what actually pushed Rusty to jump off of that building? Honestly, I have experienced what I am experiencing for so long It doesn’t faze me. It is shocking the craziness of it all, the longevity and just keeps getting more aggressive and more extreme.

I post a blog with a moral dilemma for the person, but what is a person that lacks a moral conscience going to do when presented with something that makes them look in the mirror at the consequences of their choices, To look at the bigger picture of where what he does comes from, (negative development outcomes) is reality, but until this person can be in tune and know every part of himself through his whole life and make meaning through a compassionate lens with themselves this person will keep functioning out of despair. Compensating from development errs an altered state of consciousness from negative visceral forces from a brain that responds to negative emotionality rather than controlled thinking as the drive. Instead, emotions of disgust feels that filth is in everything, and by not rising above these anxieties by trying harder the fear conditioning just gets worse. Addicted to adverse behaviors that are inhumane, dehumanizing, unethical, unconstitutional the person has become a one man show. A one-sided political side show of political violence by a greedy, selfish and apathetic power hungry person that needs their inflated ego instantly gratified or just is it his OCD overridden with ego- dystonic thought, therefore the person lacks any way of changing the irrational paradigm they hold into a new world view with a lot of positive ideas from the bigger picture of experience and knowledge- what to do, why to do, how to do and when to do in a way that creates real world change. Negative reinforcement- has a headache so get rid of everything that gives them a headache slowly evolving at the dislikes of some of the worst people that have walked this planet. Look at the guards of the third Reich of Hitlers army. The ideologies and ill-fated emotions and brain functioning of one man created and escalated all of that mess. If looking at the moral dilemma just like what a person has stored in their mind with what they will do if given lots of power. Autocrat and despotism the man acts as a demigod but isn't there like 3000 police chiefs in the USA? I get lashed back out on again right away after my blog post. This man uses his power to serve himself while he abuses others.

 How what he does causes negativity and many implications that create more stress and unnecessary hardship for employees and their families in ways that may go unseen and in ways that many do not understand is a very real consideration. To even consider that I can be cancelled for this is insanity in its own right since the words of the problem exist and came out of the very individual's mouth. WTF. My blog did not go into detail of all my experience being an insider as a family member of the organization, just that my dad was stuck in the middle not choosing to partake in the abusive behavior to others, but it affected his mental health and he dealt with side effects of this which affected the family. Why would I bother wanting to help him? To try to get him to wake up so I do not die from his pathological patterns of behavior? One reason the blog exists is to bring awareness to patterns of abuse- dehumanization, inhumane unethical behavior like outlawed practices (hit squads and hatred to mankind is what I have experienced. Yeah sure I will fix the problem, but come in and break the no outlawed practices policy the last guy created when he was trying to do the right thing or is it that I am I truly concerned since I know as children we are fragile and when things go wrong in the family it really makes for more hurdles to have to climb over? Actually, it is both I am pissed because I haven’t lived out my dreams and wasted 15-20 years of my life under this assholes oppression. You know the status quo that has configured a narrative to live by to beat me down to build himself up as the big badass and press on to be the chief then continue as the aggressor constantly smearing my name hold me up in my life due to his stagnant views and so that he can beat me up some more. Thats character someone that has no character surely isn't going to see it in others, but this is the example that is set by a leader in a high position in front of many others. The bullshit I experienced in my family came from assholes like this.

My last blog post explained all this an created a moral dilemma for Luna. That condoning extreme practices creates havoc and more stress for all. Why do I say this? A very real mental health crises that Luna exclaimed himself. He has people that work under him they follow orders, and they have no idea how the outcome will affect them mentally. For example, keeping individuality of character through self-awareness, yeah that is if you can live with yourself or the extremes that others in your organization choose to partake in. One of the toughest police officers in Long Beach had been diagnosed with a disease after retiring he ended up shooting himself in the police parking lot off of willow avenue in long beach. This is the stuff I am talking about. Get a value driven person in the position driven by an internal locus of control/reinforcement, they will run a bottom-up hierarchy and the extremes will not exist.

Luna just recently had 4 sheriffs some still actively working and some retired that had committed suicide within 24 hours. This was an astonishing number that brought media attention and also Luna saying that in his department I believe he said that all of them in his department are hurting and that they are all suffering. So why do I get immediate retribution Saturday for the blog I posted? The blog that I posted is all about the where, how's, and whys of compromised stress in the avenues of the mind that leads to mental health states, and how extreme practices/behaviors exacerbate biologically altered states of the mind to the degree of the maladaptive stress response.

My last blog post explained fundamental aspects that contribute to negative mental health outcomes and how they can progressively get worse. For example, burnout that goes unaddressed then a person becomes addicted to emotions of disgust then this compounded state and the behaviors that go with it go unaddressed. This is one of the biggest problems (i.e., repressive apathy) when disconnecting from sound logic and reason of the rational mind. I am pissed this is a right for freedom of speech I do not have a carrier for my blog no one ever even reads it, and I get retribution what is wrong with you? I explained some of the biological underpinnings of the maladaptive stress response and how the undeveloped nature leads to chaotic based behavior that are acted out on impulse, which can push people to the brink of extreme when allowed to work in this manner. For example, if extremes become a normal functionality in the workplace.

These behavioral practices can lead to these biological underpinnings and the behaviors on the job can also lead a normally developed individual with an adult brain to revert back to an inhibited disconnected nature. The studies show disgust acted out on a continuum all the way to being explained as the psychology of evil. Sapolsky mentions if the fifth grader is sick you do not want to send him to school to get the rest of the kids sick. Like on the podcast of Sam Harris and Robert Sapolsky explained. It gets to the point Sapolsky describes as you cannot reason yourself out of something that you did not reason yourself into. This relates back to an adult that did not rise above the struggles of childhood and had not developed the brain circuitry or areas in a way that promote healthy functioning. The environment has everything to do with it you need compassion and to be loved before you can love others you must have been loved yourself first. This is heavy there has been a lot of hate and violence for all the wrong reasons we have to be strong for one another for the future of mankind.

My last blog mentioned but not in full detail of people that get stuck in a groupthink scenario. My dad was stuck in the middle of the extremes, and it affected him very negatively. But people that partake in the extremes may so from letting go, but the isolated affect and lack of being empathically attuned (no moral conscience) wreaks more havoc on the mind than being just stuck in the middle. More detached and disconnected like the person that promotes outlaw underground cleansing in society practices. Not sure about you but my intuition allows for the better and more accurate understanding of my life, decisions I make, intuitively based off everything past future and present that happens around me. It is the optimal functioning sate that contrasts the negative functional state from a brain that is altered from too much stress over a lifetime.

The guards under Hitler got such a kick out of all the pain that they caused others, and the detriment of harm they caused was immeasurable. But this is history and the psychology of evil, where it comes from, how it affects others within the group, between the group and to the outgroup members is measurable and can be done in many ways. Just one problem that I see is that evil at this level and degree is difficult to imagine. A video of malignant narcissism I posted to my blog a month ago that discusses that you would expect to see perpetrators with red faces with horns not working professionals or leaders of organizations.

My post just a few days ago once again immediate retribution. I bring a point Paul Ryan made of Donald Trump a known malignant narcissist that Ryan on USA today article which I posted in a blog that Trump is about two things It is all about him or it is all about retribution. Where does this come from? Working memory is gone psychological rigidity- entropy stagnation. Just like the views a person that practices a sadistic style of authoritarian style of leadership hold not only are they stagnant but they are highly disagreeable and expect blind loyalty. They do not see people they see social issues that can gratify and alter their fragile ego’s. Outgroup members get used and abused, while the ingroup become polarized in their views and behaviors some jump in some do not want to partake but become stuck in the middle. Either way I causes high stress and challenges those stuck in the middle to find meaning of stuff happening that cause them dissonance but nonetheless that they need to find meaning for that is difficult to wrap their head around and that because they were the same clothes that somehow, they seem attached or that maybe they should be a part of.

Either way It goes home with them at different degrees and o the wife and kids are going to feel the pain and be affected from the outbursts and negative emotions that come about. I find that those that lack intuition become counterintuitive and I think this is a form of pathology, and it is a shame since many scholars and psychologist’s agree that intuition is undoubdetedly our best form of human thinking. My past papers or even in my blogs I try to share the importance of a moral conscience, being engaged in a value system, and that the context of living right instead of wrong in a dialogue of thought that is positive reinforcement brings about the brain chemistry and dopamine of positive vibes that promote well-being and standing against and not partaking in behaviors that could become evil and cruel in nature. Thinking that promotes effective functioning makes a difference in the workplace and at home. Rolando Abogado retired police chief from Minneapolis as a guest on the Bill Maher show (Feb. 2023) discusses the importance of staying self- aware and not losing your individuality of character in an effort to stay grounded and not lose your core self-identity. He spoke of seeing really good officers that when their kid ends up getting on drugs that this causes them to snap.

The last blog I state that I am trying to share because I care I am not a pop off and a mouth that is competitive and wants to cause other problems. I am aware and I care. I am trying to share how other problems are pathological due to the negative consequences these practices (that when pathological these practices are not even by choice but cause others mental health strain within the organization. the strain comes from stress, it alters brain structure to trauma and changes the function of the person in a bad way. People at home it wreaks havoc and those developing the children are relying on caregivers to intuitively pick up what they are going through so that they can guide and mentor them in ways that promote well-being so they can experience positive development, and not have to experience adverse behaviors to get out of the pain that they may go through from the experiences they encounter at home that may affect them negatively. I write this through a stream of consciousness because my mind can connect all the dots of the bigger picture of life’s learned experiences intuitively.

The concern is someone else lacks intuition it is all a fight defense mechanism to distort reality moral disengagement and a diffuse of responsibility. A false self. My example of a genuine self generativity not despair is about looking at the bigger picture and through gratitude want to see good for all. Dude the despair and the cleansing program and everything being so screwed up comes from within a person that compensating for all that pain chained up unresolved issues pent up through anxiety acted out in hatred and anger does not resolve the issue it is just displacement hurting others, while validating antagonistic features of self through like-minded others that have become part of a group with you. The bigger issue is that of the mind lacking meaning to stay grounded though seeks affirmation of one’s own suffering by creating and seeking pleasure by being the cause of suffering for others. Addicted to these behaviors needing more and more, which just reinforces ones own pain to the degree that mental health becomes more evil. What moral dilemma I must attack anything that places me in the face of my own reality, death of a soul a heart that cannot be consoled. The immediate lashing back at me when presented with information of how his actions affect the mental health of members of his organization and their families takes no bearing upon him which is understandable because if he had his own bearings upon him, he would never take the risks he does to protect his own well-being as well. This is a thrill ride for this person.

The false sense of self when becoming ego driven and ego inflated is a condition that comes from a life that lacks meaning, it is a cognition/emotion problem when a life becomes pathological that seeks meaning in all the wrong places. One that lacks moral reasoning therefore disparaged of a conscience. Driven by anxiety and acted out in hatred towards others through an angry disposition. How much of the taxpayers money goes towards a person that is the biggest standing threat to democracy? A mind that dissociates when the disconnect cannot regulate emotion nor control the behavioral response to emotion because they are isolated from affect and do not feel therefore, acts on emotion in an evil way.

WE MUST HAVE VALUE DRIVEN LEADERS THAT UPHOLD THEIR DUTY AND ABIDE BY THE CONSTITION AND PROTECT THE RIGHTS OF THE AMERICAN CITIZEN. Not favored by cause but by agency, duty and integrity through the lens of humanity. Here we do everything spend billions of dollars to control autocratic leaders that act in tyranny away from home from taking over. Even the bigger threat exists when we have autocratic leaders wreaking havoc in our own institutions, advocating hit squads, while lowering restraint and increasing arousal within the ranks of the organizations that they are responsible for. THIS HAS TO STOP.

Alexis de Tocqueville attempted in his book "Democracy in America" to assess whether democratic societies would be able to maintain free political institutions or whether they might slip into some new kind of despotism. I have found in my studies that intellectual and emotional maturity comes in part from early development, looking within, and continually striving to be something better. My blog goes into detail that the human organism is a biological system and that that of the mind must be treated kindly and constantly tended to in the effort to preserve its higher optimal functionality. We, mankind, as a species and Americans represent the earth as leaders of the free world, and we must fight to be strong together through love and compassion the prevention of barbarianism and the survival of the world is dependent on it. What Tocqueville feared most as a threat to democracy was a mass society of mutually antagonistic men- easy prey to despotism. John Winthrop one of the first puritans to land on our shores elected the first governor of Massachusetts was very much seen success as a more ethical community than it is for many Americans today. He decried what he called "natural liberty" which is the freedom to do whatever one wants, evil as well as good. True freedom- what he called "moral" freedom, "in reference to the covenant between God and man"- is a liberty " to that only which is good, just and honest. ""This liberty," he said, " you are to stand for with the hazard of your lives" Any authority that violates this liberty is not true authority and must be resisted.