(68) You Can't Do That

• Addicted to the chase tracking people and hunting people down. Got any hobbies in your personal life? At Joy foot spa last night 8:00 pm Have not got a massage forever but after recycler yesterday used the money for one. I am well aware of this group going to the back door of any services that I may seek. A form of the cleansing of society hard to believe of who thinks and is compelled or obsessed to To function at the level of this. Nonetheless easy dirty deeds done dirt cheap. Pest control down to a science So, I say no oil no lotion then completely out of it I am so relaxed don’t recognize when they did the feet with something that seemed different than lotion more like watery. Feet feel and lower legs feel cool this morning. The trouble is was waking and not sleeping up typing as a result. Helen is a nice lady at Joy foot spa, yet if someone say’s here put this on his feet mix this in or switches a bottle then what difference or intent does she know of others. Seems strange but people just don’t fathom the degree of hatred some hold when the person themselves is just not capable of hurting anyone. This is why evil people can get away with so much for so long, because it is not expected for people to be so cruel. Take some classes why not use the behavioral sciences and clinical judgement that is far from opinion and attitude? Protects from incidence of pathology and malpractice that took place before psychoanalysis was found in 1949. Frontal lobotomies and institutionalization into insane asylums. What is a psychological evaluation anyways. Are we experiencing another time that mimics eugenic logic and a movement driven by some that are less than able to remain rational and emotionally stable? A form of identity politics that leads to cancel culture may need more explanation, but if for a brief moment one could imagine peace. It is scary to imagine a world without peace, instead a mass society of antagonistic people, easy prey to despotism, but acting on indifference against others based on what you hate is imposing your weaknesses upon others not your strengths; not the best way to use the resources of the county. The degree of using resources to appropriate what someone should be based on your view of them is a form of identity politics, and leaders that run a program & improper procedure to cancel others out is a form of tyranny and evil that takes the dehumanizing of identity politics to a degree of criminality that should not be taking place in this country. Am I really having to exemplify these as actions of some? If I live my life in a way that challenges the label that the status quo has placed upon me, then now I should die for him and he is going to see to it for that? If I cannot a live a life a benefit from the self-improvement that I have devoted myself to then this is not living at all, and begs the question of even dedicating to a life of self-improvement just so I do not offend someone that can't see any good in anything. Sounds like someone thinks that life goes on forever, but it doesn't I do not want to come to the end of my life without never really living at all, but under this oppression this is exactly what I am experiencing. Whose America is this anyways?
  

  • copy of an email that was sent from me to me on September 7, 2023

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