(145) September 1st negative experience prompted me to share journal from March 31- July 19 corruption new friend made a subject, manipulated, and my attempt to bring awareness trying to keep her safe

Fw: A personal message/follow-up

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perrin41@aol.com

From: perrin41@aol.com

To: PERRIN PEREZ

Jul 19, 2026, 5:36 AM

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From: perrin41@aol.com <perrin41@aol.com>

To: Rob (personal) <info@robbonta.com>

Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2026 at 05:30:21 AM PDT

Subject: Re: A personal message/follow-up

Unfortunately months later believe the girl being targeted and under the siege of Robert Luna, me taking food hits/assaults under his outlawed practices that Villaneuva had a policy in place to actually prevent the use of. I Bob Luna a thorn for the sheriffs department? read this accounting of events for the last month and a half of his behavior. The attention to your office as well by emails attached to this as he tried and did and still taking place to corrupt a friendship immediately as it began the direct retribution to intimidate, abuse, and control both of us. 

7/19/2026: I have never posted this whole subject of accounts. I still to today believe the girl is in an abusive situation of retribution was placed, organized, and monitored to keep going by the corruption of Robert luna. While for me still a transcendent mission as a target by a group (ganging up on) hit squad gotcha culture. His being betrayed, God given inalienable rights being taken away- right to food and drink without being  tainted on the shelf in a way that causes a health problem, and also being a scapegoat and a slave to this guys label’ movement, cause. The subordinate of the narcissist abuse cycle at this level of political violence, yet not just politically motivated but a personal vendetta. A man that takes a position that cannot put focus where it needs to be yet bullying, punking and controlling not just me but Cassie Moreno where is she? Is she still being sexually abused and targeted by this Retribution group of Robert Luna cause she wanted to be my fiend he felt threat then punishes us both. This is a hurting suffering apathetic mess of a man look at the link to the videos that I have attached as a means of how stress leads to the nature of the troubles posed for the individual and how they treat others.   this man is not well. He is all about licking ass his whole hate anger filled life, this is how and what he has learned because this is how he reinforced his ego and sense of security never looking within through meaning of importance of a sound character and mind so just like this experience there is none or case studies to speak of. Even as a beat cop that incompetence of beating people down is all that he is good for. Even bashing good hearted females is ok for him if they get in his path even if they do not know they will pay the price and find out. Where is Cassie now? This man has put me through a living hell  see’s threat where it does not exist, just an absolute mess of a human being. Putting her on the menu and a line-up. Is that macho and enough sensation seeking for you what does this fulfill for him?

Have not sent to anyone yet as of posting emailing to self today I am sure the abusive, traumatizing, fear mongering I know being directed at me is still the same carelessly, recklessly and being directed at pathologically (i.e., doing all the wrong things for the wrong reasons) to senselessly control others. Delusional and disconnected political violence what an absolute mess.

Written near and around June1, 2026 with added follow-ups that have been dated:

Reciprocating hearts you cannot see in others what you are incapable of possessing yourself. For example, sharing God’s generous love because it is who you are and it is what is in your heart. These traits, characteristics empathy, self-awareness, introspection even, are qualities of living that when others lack these attributes of being, when Gods generous love is not a quality that they portray they surely will not understand it, accept it, nor will they even be aware of it, to appreciate these traits and characteristics attributed to sharing Gods love in others. One important consideration to make, like sapience these behavioral/dispositional factors are characteristics attributed to the ability to possess wisdom. In contrast to a more effective leadership style, would be a rule/compliance orientated authoritarian (i.e., destructive or sadistic) leadership. A Style of leadership that comes from individuals that struggle with personality disorders like malignant narcissism, which hold polarized ideologies and acted out in extreme behaviors towards others. For example my predicting the sudden river trip and the next week this job was an attempt for this girl to be targeted, punished, and within two weeks has relocated to LA house in a whole different lifestyle. The authoritarian wants to silence dissent in favor of closed minded ideologies to suppress, oppress individuals allowing this troubled personality to unfold in cruel ways through hatred. Imposing identity politics onto others without utilizing fairness of considering anything different than ego and an ordinate/subordinate relationship what we are seeing here without any reprieve is the norm of aggressive violent behavior associated as the narcissistic abuse cycle takes place. This paper offers a brief cross comparison analysis of somatic sensory markers that connected/awakened empathically attuned individuals experience through a lens of human development by way of effective functioning in comparison to the ineffective functioning apathetic/disconnected form of existence that is of a compromised ability to experience feeling/intuition gut instinct of bottom-up processing at the expense of a heightened state of arousal of the sympathetic nervous system.

The contrast of not coping or adapting well to the conditions/stressors in one’s environment is how the negative effects of stress will take hold at the neurophysiological level. When a person stops looking within to make meaning (seeking acceptance through love), for example, becoming isolated from affect/feeling lacking the upkeep of a healthy interoceptive exteroceptive balance, therefore negating the biological system of the human organism (i.e., physicochemical balance, central nervous system) at the realm of the maladaptive stress response by tuning out of an internal locus of control. Intrinsic motivation (i.e., self-reinforcing at the neural level for increase dopamine baselines) for bottom-up processing/intuition (our greatest ability of thinking is actually feeling) and engaging a healthy nervous system response that is attuned and aligned to self through positive reinforcement. These semantic encoding abilities (i.e., past, current, anticipated future) offered by a stream of consciousness like a cloud of solid core identity, knowledge, and life experience offer a clearer truer sense of reality through a higher bar of accountability through others just as much as to oneself (Gods generous love). The unhealthy contrast negative reinforcement through an external locus of control (that is not self-reinforcing at the neural level) leaving dopamine baselines flat a volitional factor focusing outward negatively in sympathetic nervous system emotions like fear, anxiety, anger, hatred instead.

The contrast is falling into an autonomic aggressive high stress state, (i.e., apathy) a mental health condition dissociated from self, isolated from affect (cannot feel) to address incoming environmental releasing stimuli (i.e., autonomic behaviors initiated on instinct from heightened fear circuitry) in a healthy way. Furthermore, you cannot understand what the condition is and lack the ability to deal with psychosocial stressors of life due to this unhealthy internal environment which contributes to stress and more pathology. Then you do not know how to recognize nor curb the emotionally reactive behaviors (i.e., negative effects towards self and others) due to lacking the ability to address the deeper issue of the matter that created the problem to begin with (trauma, PTSD). For example, burnout, becoming addicted to the emotion of disgust equals repressive apathy which under these circumstances’ of a fixed mind set come impossible adaptations for human development. Unlike the characteristic that I shared at the beginning of this writing that contrast negative attributes associated with a mental health condition by prescribing to a growth mindset being positive, genuine, which from living a life of gratitude, contributes to a life of happiness and contentment naturally.

We are suffering feeling beings you cannot function if you are neither here nor there in managing stress through the social emotional learning process while interacting with others you will not rise above your own problems to experience self-transcendence or experiential self- knowledge. I invite you to look up these terms-please. When a person is isolated from affect, they will become dissociated from self not adapting in life in a healthy way because like Antonio Damasio feeling/introspection is the greatest tool neurologically speaking that a person has available to them. No feeling, no reinforcement, no solid core identity, no intrinsic motivation, just disinhibited leaning towards a complete disconnect. See link below to a paper that I pulled up the day before she started this new job because I expected/predicted a party house, therefore researched found and read this paper the Saturday night before she started this job (knowing what the Luna crew would do already). The research was motivated towards the effort to understand people that are desensitized therefore seek excessive sensation seeking that is enticing to them but do so in a way that is demeaning, violent, abusive, and at the expense being directed outwards towards others. The article speaks of the negative effects of the sympathetic nervous system when highly aroused from being depersonalized. Excessive sensation seeking is synonymous with depersonalization when acting demeaning, cruel and extreme behavior that can lead to physical or emotional harm towards others, which the odds of what this girl under Bob Luna’s watch may be experiencing and same as others have under his watch have experienced as well. He needs to fix this mess that he has created while this girl is getting hammered due to his vindictive overreactive evil sensation seeking ways. The article “The brain-body disconnect; a somatic sensory basis for trauma related disorders”.

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9720153/

Briefly the review article shares; the mind body disconnect occurs when the integration between your thoughts, emotions, and physical sensations is disrupted leading to emotional, cognitive, and physical challenges.

Leaders in a position of power right now that are absorbing the external reward of the job through gratifying an inflated ego, (i.e., social; reward, movement, constructs, issues) highly aroused, no restraint utilizing resources away from any integrity as the department and its many members prescribe too instead seeking a mantra it’s all about me or retribution. It is punishing me to make me feel as if I do not deserve and should be ashamed of myself because I wanted to get to know her better as a friend. We had recognized the gift of appreciation for one another sharing Gods generous love while working together helping with my neighbor in comfort till his passing on hospice care. I fear her being targeted and her life being affected negatively just as I have seen happen before to other females that were my friends. I have been through three weeks of hell from this I am sure she is unaware that recent changes in her life may be part of manipulation from this team that has been on a transcendent mission targeting me unethically, inhumanely dehumanizing and criminalizing me for many years now. This is why I address the inability to see the values or qualities in others when they are incapable of possessing such characteristics themselves. They function in contrast of self-awareness for a deeper understanding of why they behave towards others the way they do and are incapable of seeing any good in anything due to the realm of existence in which they find themselves. Which is exemplified in the careless reckless way in how they treat others. Therefore, would make her a subject in retribution to keep her away from me, punishing us both, to senselessly get back at me as a result.

Follow-up note:

Highlights in bold are referencing fears and concerns of emails previously written connected below of fear of what has seemingly taken place taking place. I brought attention to a text she sent that after the first day it seems the job was meant for more than a caretaking job. What seemed to experience shock, trauma leaving her possibly in a state of disillusionment (amygdala hijack) alcohol involved, (given muscle relaxers slept long period and steroids from a back injury sustained only a day after being there) on unable to protect herself in a trap from being overwhelmed (situation is being coached/directed just like her being thee after a river trip the week before) by the entirety of the situation unable to make decision as a result of these pressures and the trauma she is experiencing . The girl has since relocated to LA has not responded to texts unless before noon and seems to have taken whole lifestyle change. Maybe I am slightly mistaken for the severity of the situation, but I do not think most likely it could be worse than we could even imagine for her. Looking at ways in which we are incapable of acting, it is difficult to expect or imagine that others can act in such a contrast, yet evil does exist. For me these weeks have been torture, yet I have foresight I remember experiencing betrayal trauma from what took place when this man was in charge before. Recognizing the threat I researched looking for concepts related too and to better understand excessive sensation seeking and found (link above) the  paper from recent review article from 2022 explaining recent research on this topic which I explain briefly in broader detail in connection too and to better understand where the extremes that are taking place are actually coming from. I respond cognitively and not react emotionally even though being betrayed once again by people that should be supportive has caused a great deal of stress and frustration for me. It is war (all about himself/politically motivated) for this guy he does not see people nor consider probability factor’s, actuarial science, or being neutral, just has to be right (shame-based perfectionism), therefore lacks experience gained or any case studies to speak no learning takes place when (isolated from affect) cannot feel because your incapable to look within as a means of seeking understanding or deeper meaning. The behavior is tied to physicochemical imbalance, this body mind disconnect and personality disorders that mimic psychopathy/ disease state due to the human rights violations connected to the unethical belittling people as not even being human to belong and treating them sadistically as such (i.e., hit squad, gotcha culture designed to cancel people out when they get in his way, rub him wrong, as a form of retribution, status quo, acted out in violence, hatred, and vindication. Total disconnect no regulation, no discipline, no self-control just added this 6/29/26 after 130 blogs bringing attention the threat Bob Luna poses After the female was yanked and disappeared, I am sure my name was slandered to her that now it is time to attack (bash my identity/character) me control narrative with which is politically motivated and has been happening (dominance/social hierarchical thinking) for starters.

Nightmare there is no room for one man show autocratic mannerisms that lead blindly and promote needless and unnecessary pathological political violence. I am in this battle to preserve this nation and the experiment of self-governance of OUR 250-year experiment we soon will celebrate. I can prove from all my research just as pathology occurs when a mind body disconnect takes place that, the contrast of this is, a higher form of human development, is self-governing as well when the human organism has developed capacity to experience its higher optimal functional state. Synonymously, it reinforces that democracy is a contributing factor to the human organism being self-governing in nature in a way that is high in validity, very predictable. This is rewarding and exciting because a prerequisite is a life of service, of learning, being positive, gratitude, seeing past one’s own self through, empathy, seeking deeper meaning/acceptance, while embracing and sharing God’s generous love. The mind body connection and at one with the universe is a non-material spiritual entity just like our greatest gift of intuition. An atheist can experience the gifts of the divine spirit when following a value driven principle-centered life utilized by way of moral reasoning, positive reinforcement, all in that of an intrinsically motivated individual.

Please let not this follow-up note detract from the points and concerns of the main article. Though I am compassionate and very eager to get the roadmap out there for the nuts and bolts of functionality needed (i.e., mind, brain, behavior) creating healthy social environments so that many more can be the luck one’s and experience neural development throughout their life in ways that many more contribute back too, not antagonistically,  but genuinely to the betterment of the biological system of the human organism allowing for more positive outcomes that surely will contribute overall to the better and greater good of mankind.

Identity politics being narcissism makes sense due to the very subjective nature, the inability to seek deeper meaning, lack of empathy, and generally missing the innate ability to seek objective truth and reality holding that higher bar of learning, to regulate emotion. We rise above our own challenges trying harder to rise above our anxieties and digging deeper to understand others. As 2 Peter, chapter 1 in the bible states, make every effort to add to your faith, goodness and to goodness knowledge, and to knowledge self-control, and to self-control perseverance, and perseverance godliness, and to godliness mutual affection, and to mutual affection love.

There is something to consider regarding being connected versus disconnected. studies by Rotter 1954 external versus internal locus of control. And the reward system that external locus of control is not sel-reinforcing at the neural level so does nothing but minimum to the dopamine baselines. This external never comes from a good place and never ends up at a good place either. Exclusionary practices and focusing outward negatively come from an antagonistic state from being high stressed not adapting well and prone to acting in adverse behaviors, on impulse that are risky. Addictions polarized ideologies groupthink evil and only to get worse as dopamine does not like to be bludgeoned at this degree. With a fail safe mechanism dopamine will no reuptake leaving individual starved for more of the behavior to be less happy.

One thing my taking this man’s lashings and being a slave to his cause, this last 4 week episode I am not acting in hatred or anger in my development (i.e., intellectual maturity, emotional stability, In parasympathetic nervous system 99.99%of time) I find myself incapable of a negative emotional reaction. Instead this response I only seek deeper meaning to seek objective truth and reality of what is happening (i.e., the body-mind disconnect article I posted) and why which is a lot of what the blog perrin41.com has done and even of what this here email I am  doing to a certain degree, to bring awareness, to curb extreme behaviors, from polarized views from a groupthink scenario that has been active a long time for damage control and that ineffective leadership from dysfunctional leader is unaware of the danger (pathology) that his deluded destructive practices are causing. If outside in approach external locus of control motivated, then the problem is out there due to lacking looking within to make meaning you are unaware of the problems and will never make lasting solutions to the issues without this awareness. Instead, you will only create more problems as you blindly try to tackle everything through a high stressed negative hateful lens. Intrinsic internal locus of control on the other hand is self-reinforcing at the neural level and the internal context and dialogue of what you do and why is about alignment to self your values contributing to a solid core identity, confidence high dopamine baselines. Hence, increasing the ability to be motivated to learn, focus, concentrate to do all these things dopamine does like anticipated future from all the positive good dopamine brings since it is the molecule that makes you do the right thing when it is the harder thing to do. So what about all these maniacs and the hit squad gotcha culture driven by all the negative closed-minded pessimistic stuff. They are hurting and all the behaviors that do not take place on a balanced, internally driven person has to do with being disconnected loke the paper explains with a hyper aroused nervous system, versus a person in the calm parasympathetic nervous system excited about the possibilities in life learning growing together etc. Truly self-regulating when the biological system of the human organism is intact, functional, effective, and that of healthy energy and spirit.

Me I get affected from being set back from attaining my goals. The dopamine reward prediction error explains this well. First, you cannot be external driven disconnected to any certain degree because the inner context and dialogue will be disinhibited so the capacity for values and expectancies of reinforcement will be low if any potential at all exists. (frontal regulation when developed is emotional stability through learning and compassion/empathy regulates sympathetic arousal), and for me being high in this capacity as evidence of my schooling endeavors, my own business, my cross-country mountain bike racing and motocross racing for 10 straight years, and especially my ability to stand up tall under such cruel and unusual punishment says it all. Nonetheless everything for me I do in my life is geared towards the goals and living inner context and dialogue in ways of hoping to achieve them. In 2004 to get married by 2016. Set this goal at 38 in hopes to be fulfilled by the time I was fifty. The reward prediction error when positive meaning goal is reached has many positive implications for reward from the dopamine system (i.e., spirit, positive vs negative energy drive towards achieving goal, hope). While the contrast being negative and set back instead as dopamine will land on different receptor sites in the ventral tegmental area to experience feelings of punishment, shame, general dissatisfaction. This is a great explanation when living genuine authentic (not ego from false/ideal self externally validated) about the human organism is self-governing something that my hateful counterparts will not get to experience.

The issue is identity politics when bashing people from your own beliefs and expectations that come from an extremely unhealthy place it prevents others from reaching their own goals and hopes life purpose IDENTITY, all of this which has a high value and expectancy that is true to the person due to this higher form of development. Which is all about digging deeper, trying harder expecting more of the self which is connected to characteristics from the quote listed above from Peter. Sad the craziness of what a lot of people are becoming living like life goes on forever taking for granted but it doesn’t. I have longed for my hopes goals and dreams and they are meaningful to complete yet I constantly get beatdown lowering my spirit and drive towards the goal It is demonizing towards others is what I am seeing directed towards me and it comes from dark energy and a negative spirit and practices that are sadistic and inhumane                    

Follow-up 7/11/26 all planned and premeditated

This higher degree of stress emotionally and physically landed me I the hospital. And he is back for more now that my business partner is out of town. Which targeting and assaults directed at me happened two years ago which I posted the negative experience to my blog. Also, there is an election so the added pressure, the threat to his inflated ego (i.e., thin skinned, paranoid, emotionally reactive) that needs constant ego- gratification is not stable and contributes to the extremes of his views and behaviors. Now he is back trying to finish the job. Problem is that it is all a delusion/pathology. an absolute mess of a human mind, and when you look at the link to the paper connected to this article it helps to explain and understand how stress afflicts the human organism. The link I am attaching now explains more of how the circus contribute to the behavior and bashing that I keep experiencing to my identity and my health. The blog  I created has reported about and brought attention too that all this is coming from long enduring traits of a dysfunctional personality that continues to get worse over time. If LUNA had just retired and halted all of these adverse risky behaviors acted in no feeling on impulse there never would have been another email, or another blog post because the aggressive hate bullying behavior that is controlling, dehumanizing, and abusive towards others would have stopped. But it hasn’t been unfortunately because my life is in threads manipulated and halted as a result.

7/12/2026: fear her still being retaliated against

I also fear this lady that I found a close connection with while helping my elderly neighbor one month later from writing all this is being controlled through manipulation of the food assault (intimidating her at the same time as breaking her God given inalienable human/constitutional rights). Also bullying bashing a female that is half his weight experiencing trauma from all this and scared the threat of complying or being punished and all the manipulation coercion to control her will also she will experience having to follow being hypersexualized as the sensation ego- seeking macho group reinforces gratification and their superiority ONCE AGAIN at the expense of people like this girl that did not sign up for but got stuck in the middle just like me of this animals absolute mess that he creates. Rule/compliance orientated, inflated-ego, mood to temperament to evil long enduring traits of an imbalanced emotions of an imbalanced human organism. Now worse due to power position and more lacing of managing stress and behavior. This video will help to explain how stress affects the human organism and how a negative energy and dark spirit can result from a hyper aroused sympathetic nervous system due to and similar to that of the body-mind disconnect. Snapping

     https://youtu.be/MtimAuhyP-M?si=9omBZpe5-A90LnAA

On Saturday, June 6, 2026 at 06:17:57 AM PDT, perrin41@aol.com <perrin41@aol.com> wrote:

Dear Mr. Bonta,

                          First and foremost congratulations on your win in the primary election this last week. I am following up with an overview of a few things have transpired since the last email I sent June 2, 2026 which is attached here. One is to share the current of my friend that from starting a job last Sunday, having off Tuesday and Wednesday then after Thursday has fallen off the map staying at the job "locked in" she says not coming home. I am worried for her if she is experiencing any shock and dismay by extreme and complexity of the behaviors being directed at her to make a sound decision (i.e., trauma, amygdala hijack). Two my experience of being manipulated to this degree is torture, and is debilitating on my spirit and hope which I explain. Three the here and now and where we are going, is quiet but cancel culture will set in to hide and cover up the scandal.

  It has been a really rough time for me. After Don passed away a girl had been helping it had drawn us closer, closer to someone that I already liked and that I had cared for.

I Should have moved quicker on it I probably could have now she is gone. Taken and I am at a grieving point at the potential of what could have been or at least to have some fun has dissipated away and this hurts more than anything else. I learned that having people interfere with your life like this leaves imprints of pain, it makes you feel shame, and more. The way underground that this took place that it was intentional directed at me, but the fact that it blocked me from the hope I had my spirit is down and it seems due to being punished for wanting to get closer to this person that if I do have a lady friend come by that I should be ashamed and that I am doing something wrong. It really ties to the trauma I experienced from my dad cheating on my mom her having two nervous breakdowns and me being stuck in the middle. The shame, guilt is tied to the context and dialogue of what this group has been doing as they have been manipulating my personal life behind the scenes and it punishes me to the point negative affect which lowere the potential of me being confident in pursuing my dreams and it lowers energy for me when the opportunity is directly in front of me. The value and expectancy of willing from wishing for this is very high drive yet the negative affect (shame guilt grief ) binds you. This an overlap from earlier life makes it worse when the person behind it is seen as mimicking  a father figure since he worked for and represented the same organization that my dad did. It now makes it worse and hurts more since I identify with this organization as being part of my since it was for such a long time, which makes it more difficult because I know that they should be being supportive and not making war with and trying to defeat me instead. It is even more frustrating that my dad was working for LBPD, and extremes that were taking place at the time (from leaders like Luna that allow it) are the cause of my dad not wanting to partake in the extreme but being stuck in the middle as it took place and when it carried on because leaders did not hold accountability or expect a higher bar from those that were acting out and misbehaving. This is what contributed to the stress and pressures of my family at home in which I briefly touch on here.

Now I am right back where I was to begin with. Everything is temporarily quiet the underground group is content that they did defeat me in such a way that I am suffering, in pain, experiencing shock, trauma, and dismay from what they did how they did it with relocating and manipulating this female which just happened real time in less than a week real time and right in my face.  The degree of overlap shame, guilt, from being punished in this way from setting me in my place and being sure that this girl will be through with me since it apparently seems this way is beyond real that there are people that micro-manage your life and that go out on call and do this business to control my life and enslave me. The length of time that this has went on is insane and I definitely do not deserve this, but ultimately to question why like narcissistic personality disorder, or the brain body disconnect paper offers significance of understanding. What I am experiencing is narcissistic abuse cycle and when coupled with psychopathy I still feel for the safety of the girl because they will use her and kick her to the curb as the attention of things quiets down. Also is the need to hide and cover up all these wrong doings will take place as their hunt down hit squad unethical gotcha culture program that is used as a means to control, intimidate and even get rid of people (cancel culture) will be directed at me as they micromanage this to silence or even get rid of me from some health issue created by the toxicity I will encounter from this program. I have shed some light on the corruption on this underground group that began forming under Robert Luna in 2007. Yet underway and very much more extreme is the pathology of delusion and fantasy that what they do is serving themselves not from any framework of the position they hold or the practices or procedure that they are supposed to follow but more of that of a madman that is completely out of touch of reality and your seeing it in the irrelevant closed minded fixed mindset acting on his own accord as a one man show in ways that make a mockery of the organization he represents, the position he holds and the very people that he chooses to target, manipulate, bully, and beat up on. I am keeping tabs the best possible but will follow-up if anything changes.

                             Very Truly Yours,

                                Perrin Perez

On Tuesday, June 2, 2026 at 04:11:13 PM PDT, perrin41@aol.com <perrin41@aol.com> wrote:

Dear Mr. Bonta,

                            This is important since it will show the personality low behavior vindication targeting bullying and emotionally manipulating people by an underground group formed, condoned and ongoing by immoral Robert Luna. 

So I sent an  email 6/1/26 below to you regarding a lady friend of mine which I originally sent an email on 5,/22 and a 5/29 follow-up. The email below speaking of her getting a job referral caretaking out in Bel Air. She interviewed Saturday started the job Sunday.

Not hearing from her after work I emailed your office at 11:56 Monday night in fear of her being sexually abused, harassed, violated. intimidated, and emotionally manipulated. I texted her at 1:48 am w/ i hope all is going good for you. I did not hear from you earlier please let me know that your ok.

Low and behold not hearing from her early AM what I feared was slowly becoming a reality. I recieved a reply from her via text at 9:3o AM saying this: 

Good morning

Yes, I am OK. Yesterday was just a heavy day and I got out late. I didn’t have the energy to do anything but at home and sleep and I’m just waking up. I’m back to work on Thursday but I woke up ridiculously sore so I’m gonna have to find some way to have the energy to be able to get up into my runs because my back is killing me today.I day is all it took seems like playing on emotion and how your seen by where you work. Has off till Thursday. Haven't heard from her since that text. So Saturday I expected this whole job would be targeting and sensation seeking from an underground group. Don't need a tattoo for this but sure sounds like ganging up on someone. For me 5 years being supressed contained and manipulating my life from living it my hoals and hopes. This is corruption and immoral lacking leadership condoning these practices. Acted fast to control a narrative and punish those even innocent female that are just loving and friendly. The turmoil that the narcicist video I posted recently here explains terrorizing people to where yoh cannot get it out of your head they treated you so unethically. It stays with you way after they are gone. She seems to want to kerp the job and you know it was scandalous and corruptly arranged to micr manag get a friend or what could habeen a deeper friendship out of Perrins life. This is that important the spite and hatred. Yet Luna sticks a guy without traing in the bombsquad that if he'd had training may have been able to save the other two and his own life with a cha ce that all three could alive today. This narcicist abuse cycle I am stuck in with him that has went on for decades will not stop. This email won't help. But these types of inhumane enethical morall acts of senseless injustice to be cruel to bully, to ruin and to control lives needs to stop.

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<perrin41@aol.com> wrote:

Dear Mr. Bonta,

Unfortunately, I am reaching out in fear of and to protect my friend Cassandra “Cassie”Moreno. In the email below I wrote of concern regarding a female I know was targeted and for 5 years changed behaviors took place as a result. Another friend that I had recently wrote an email that after hanging out with me a sudden trip came up which I believe was to the rivr, and in the final caption of that email I followed -up that a window had been broken on her car and personal information on her tablet that was stole could make her more vulnerable. Now after this A call came in for her to do what she’d helped me with (caretaking) from  a person that was requesting an interview to help with her mother. She had the interview Saturday started Sunday and today6/1/26 worked she sent me a text message at lunch and would usually reach out around 8:00 but I did not receive a text or call from her. She would have come home due to her having to feed and care for her cat and dog. I a day ago was thinking what causes people to need to target others vindication at me but in a way seeking sensation. Cause this went on for years before and it seems that cannot get it going here in this scenario (same context) soon enough. I also thought who does this like a lakewood High school long ago there was the spur posse.

I am reaching out as a follow-up in which I said I would if anything scandalous came up and sure enough it seems so. I am attaching a link of a paper “The Brain-body disconnect: A somatic sensory basis for trauma related disorders”. Doi:10.3389/fnins.2022.1015749

I really believed that she may have been luared into a trap being invited to work at this home in Bel Air, Los Angeles, she is a really nice girl in a transition since her mothers flower shop just closed leaving her out of work and seeking to find work to stay ahead in these difficult times. The paper was pretty spot on about these sensation seeking behaviors tied to PTSD, depersonalization sensory deprivation disconnect looking at the neurobiology tied to dissociative symptoms, derealization. I will write a follow-up about the findings in the paper to understand better the mental health issue tied to the behaviors that present have been taking place toward woman especially. A program these people are not wasting any time with the targeting . It is corrupting my life like the narcissist video poste on the last email. That it is so emotionally abusive it is overwhelming causing shame, bashing my hopes, goals and dreams while vindication directed at others as punishment/retribution. With Bob Luna behind the controls and watching the show. Gallagher smashing stuff and preading it all over. And to say that targeting me is not politically motivated with all this crunch time before the primary election tomorrow. The man has to be controlled the pressure leading up to the election in November will be too much. It will be like war against everything and everybody, like we are seeing now but on a larger scale. Any help that can be given to protect my friend she is getting stuck in the middle of an evil scandle laden corruption scheme and she does not even know it.

                                   Out of concern of abuse, fear, and danger

                                                                          Perrin Perez

                                                                          562.577.6969

On Friday, May 29, 2026 at 05:17:45 AM PDT, perrin41@aol.com <perrin41@aol.com> wrote:

Dear Mr. Bonta,

                         Sadistic authoritarian or narcissistic personality disorder? I had a really nice lady that I met working at their flower shop a while back help with my neighbor last week with comfort care as he was on hospice. We’d found we are the same personalities which led to an understanding of why we seemed to hit it off so well in the past. Really cool experience for me considering I hav

e had a group working behind the scenes under Bob Luna that keeps me isolated from living my dreams and from having people like this lady in my life. Even if it was just for friends they never give that a chance. As a matter of fact by mid week she’d mentioned that she was going out of town with some girlfriends which just all the sudden came up. It reminded me of another female that I liked around 6 years ago a person that thought highly of me they caught wind of this and put an end to it with terrible implications with her ending up hating me and them using this for years to bash me in the face. Honestly a major betrayal trauma that I had experienced that had caused me more stress up to that point that I think of anything else negative that I have ever experienced in my life before.

The experience in the recent week with this really nice person is no different, and of course last night and this morning I experience stomach pain all dehydrated as if I experienced another food assault towards me that is giving me these symptoms and making me feel this way as well. Why and where did this come from? I have kept a blog tracking these abuses that have been directed at me since 2021, and have many emails from 2016 to myself bringing awareness and I started first experiencing the assaults in 2007 when Bob Luna first was promoted to deputy chief in 2007. The practices went away for the most part when a more experienced, highly value driven chief took over in Long Beach in 2010-2014. The practices resumed in 2015 when Luna became chief in Long beach and escalated in extremes till 2021 when he retired. And the same thing in 2022 things were calm until 2023 when he took the position from Villaneuva and just like in 2015 things became more and more crazy with these underground outlawed practice resuming as soon as he became comfortable and escalating ever since. Knowing the abuses that my last female friend went through and this week this other froend going out of town suddenly I became concerned if not through and to the degree of experiencing trauma fro the last hell of 5 years I had experienced that it will happen to this really nice person. Seemingly I take a food hit and I am sure she will to as the will manipulate and intimidate to control people and the narrative. Really is corrupt and even an obstruction of justice Luna acts as a demigod but he just from the very reasons he acts the way he does (personality) is dangerous and running that organization into the ground one person at a time.

I went to LBPD and spoke with a seargent he had a body camera on. I explained with a large organization small groups can form, the past leader and being authoritarian style leader if not even sadistic. He’s asked if I was suffering from a mental health issue after I explained the hit squad gotcha culture experiences that are taking place and have been taking place for quite some time now. Identity politics and using practices to serve ones self. I kind of laughed to myself and asked him if he was a mental health professional he sai no, and I said that I did not think so. Nonetheless, I thought to my self he is thinking I sound crazy from what I am telling him that I am experiencing. Here is a hypothetical, if what I am telling him that I am experiencing is true, and it is, and he thinks I crazy for what I am saying, then it is what I am telling him about that is taking place which is what I am actually experiencing that what is crazy and coming from a mental health condition. Listen I am extremely intellectually mature and emotionally stable in flow stae with a hypoactive amygdala. I do not have fears, anger or hatred is is just not what I do ever I have healthy coping skills and my ability to remain positive under such emotional and physical abuse is a referendum of this. Problem is many are not and do not have an assertive personality and when pushed this far and to this degree it is wrong. They may or likely experience the Jack Brehn reactance theory acting in ways self-sabotage in ways that is not true to them and have finger pointed at them as if it is. Luna is the type of person that believes and will push to no end for this (emotional/psychological abuse) then point the finger at the person and it is wrong, cruel, unethical, dehumanizing, dangerous, unprofessional and inhumane. The man is an animal and turns people within his own organization to act the same (groupthink). My dad worked for LBPD I have been an insider and an outsider. Philip Perez did not have interest in the competitive hierarchical nature of climbing the ladder, nor was he interested in joining or takin part of the extreme. Yet, he got stuck in the middle of it kind of like I am right now and definitely how my family got caught in the middle as my dad worked with an abusive partner and it took a toll on him and us. His best friend (Gary Elkins) being killed on a night he was working a friend we’d went big bear to a cabin vacationing with not long before. 

I DO NOT HAVE TOLERANCE FOR IDIOT LEADERS THAT HAVE NO SELF-CONTROL AND NO DISCIPLINE LIKE BOB LUNA. OR LEADERS THAT ARE INCOMPETENT AND MAKE THINGS TWICE AS DIFFICULT AS THEY NEED TO BE, THAT CANNOT PUT THEIR FOCUS WHERE IT NEEDS TO BE, LIVE ONLY FOR THE MOMENT, AND LACK THE ABILITY TO SEE THE BIG PICTURETO BE AS A RESULT. 

It does ruin the integrity of the department and the family members pay the price, and at the LACSD right now this is taking place. Please Mr. Attorney General stand up and do something there is no way could this go on for another four years with this selfish, greedy apathetic man in power. 

Stress and lackluster early life experience has led to his condition which lacks a healthy internal environment; therefore he is unable to manage stress well and his condition only gets worse. I went to CSULB received a bachelors in psychology and like those that have experienced betrayal trauma like I have I had to psycho educate myself to understand and accept the abuses being directed at me which in reality I should have been being supported. Speaking with the officer the other day I truly care for these people as if they are a part of who I am, since I had been around the organization from when I was born, my whole early life years, I was in LB search & rescue and living with my dad as he worked for the organization for 39 years. I guess I am concerned of exclusionary practices, identity politics, tribal politics, cancel culture, and the extremes that take place when people become burned out where they become from high stress, addicted to the emotion of disgust, antagonistic, and stuck in a dysfunctional state of repressive apathy. The taking matters into one's own hands becoming a one man show in this state of consciousness, being isolated from affect, in a maladaptive stress response, stuck in a sympathetic nervous system, dysregulated negative emotions, instigated by a hyperactive or damaged amygdala from being disinhibited or disconnected (maladaptive stress response) a wiring issue of the pathways of the executive center to the limbic area therefore low neuronal activity in the frontal cortex. Hence, lacking frontal regulation and running amok in limbic friction. A condition known for acting on impulse, in risky adverse behaviors, from nucleus acumens’(meso-limbic dopaminergic reward pathways) being out of balance due to a lack of positive reinforcement. Lacking being intrinsically motivated external locus of control the problem is out there and needs to be done away with (categorical thinking) without seeing both sides due to a boundary being placed and lacking in differentiating two different facts within the same category. Ventral medial frontal cortex damage from this disconnect is to be able to say something is wrong but lack the context and dialogue part, then act in the behavior and not think that there is anything wrong with it. Robert Sapolsky specializing in these epigenetic change or lack of huma development says this is the most dangerous of the human condition. Don't send the fifth grader to school sick and get the rest of the kids sick. Meaning not even at the 1st stage of Lawrence Kohlbergs (3 stages of moral development) preconventional moral reasoning stage. Instead of following the rules so that I do not get caught, its if I can get away with it and not get caught then I guess it is ok. Scandalous and corrupt.

These extreme practice's all key in and tie into what neuroscience, behavioral neuroscience, and cognitive psychologies do and can explain to and at a high degree of reliability and predictability. These organizations use none of this, but it takes being genuine and true to self to tune into one's cognition, emotion, and intuition. For example, human development by staying aligned to self in the suffering/feeling in a reciprocal way with others(empathy). Interoception and exteroceptive balance through Self-transcendence, experiential self-knowledge, adapting well to external stressors, reinforcing a solid core identity, integrating multiple disciplines to where you do not run into internal contradictions to where you do not understand yourself. developing ones personality through these core tendencies, utilizing moral reasoning skills and sapience; characteristics that are attributed to wisdom.

This letter or transcription has not been edited since before 5/22. Edit 5/29/26 These people have gone to work see link below on narcissism that exacts what I am treated as. To answer the question above sadistic authoritarian or narcissistic personality disorder? I see both and psychopathy which is a disease state due to the inhumaneness that presents. For example, I have taken more food assaults since 5/22 and am feeling the effects right now another reason why I am sending this. Also, the girls car was broken into last weekend (broken window) I feel that due to her tablet being taken that signs of what takes place now and in the future could mean that they have her personal info and that someone connected to this group is responsible for breaking into her car. I will follow-up on any further abuse or violence/retribution directed at her (controlling narrative/ obstruction of justice). Another reason for the retribution and smear campaign beginning abruptly in the last week is due too; I sent a partial of this letter to the DGA as a text message to bring awareness, but now sending to your office because a campaign of extremes has since increased. It seems for Mr. Luna he has reinforced himself in his career on kicking ass and now it is all about him or retribution. It explains the disconnect, but targeting people, gotcha culture is identity politics, which is narcissism an abuse of authority, power and is ineffective, dysfunctional leadership that is not common sense it is stupid destructive and it needs to stop. They are pushing trying to enslave, control me, and take space in my mind that mimics what is in the video link below. I am not going to react this is my response instead. I apologize for the long letter, but when one claims transparency, and accountability, yet seems dissociated from self and reality from what extreme practices actually are taking place it is important to bring awareness especially since the whole oversight committee was ran off even though the person promised transparency and accountability to begin with.  

Thank You for being a part of California that is trying to maintain the integrity of what this great nation calls for.

                   Very Truly Yours,

                      Perrin Perez 

https://youtu.be/UTkSwoJxrKE?si=7RWkzq_bqLye-0bi

On Tuesday, March 31, 2026 at 06:41:27 PM PDT, Rob (personal) <info@robbonta.com> wrote: