(139) Campaign time to get all political with the social issues. Tribal politics

perrin41@aol.com 

From:perrin41@aol.com

To:PERRIN PEREZ

Thu, Dec 4 at 7:04 AM

a correction when dopamine is overstimulated like when getting it unethically- groupthink, psychopathy, extreme behaviors. Dopamine will not down regulate so it will not reuptake. due to a fail safe mechanism as to not overstimulate the dopamine system. This will test a persons will itself if not self-disciplined or lacking self-control the contrast is what a person with an internal locus of control will experience. For example, a life/self that follows a system of values and morals that are acted in harmony to a genuine authentic self. This is self-reinforcing at the neural and boosts baseline levels of dopamine little by little day by day as a person interacts with others and makes choices that are in tune and aligned to who they truly are. It is a far cry from when a person functions maladaptively in a fragmented false self for me to try to challenge them to change their personality or form an alternative world view even if it could halt progression of a disease because psychopathy itself has crossed the threshold of personality to a disease state. This is because in this realm of existence are defense mechanisms in place that are used to distort reality. Fittingly to the pathology that has become of them are the polarized views and extreme behaviors that are compensatory mechanisms in place to seek balance of the unbalanced self. Example not living in harmony of what you think, what you say or what you do. to seek pleasure on causing others pain by acting on your o2ndiscontent will never bring lasting happiness. Just like when Steve Covey in his 7 habits of highly effective people book shares of the outside in paradigm (external- validation, reinforcement/control), that he has never seen lasting happiness or success with this. To be affected from everything outside of you and try to control it by getting rid of it is neglecting to realize that these negative emotions are a product of this fault motivational style (outside-in approach), which is a product of an aggressive high stress state. Therapeutic help would be necessary as a guide possibly with supplementation like L-dopa, which I'd hypothesized in a paper I wrote as a treatment to help wean psychopaths off the selfish, greedy, and often the sadistic behaviors/practices that one may become addicted too.   

So to plead, bring awareness even to try to help is only going to cause someone to become more defensive and lash back. Maybe a post from Andrew Huberman could help:

 https://youtu.be/HXuj7wAt7u8?si=rgTMPkHAsxRhvHyQ

A guy like me will always try to help. Not sure what happenned to my mom, a nurse tuesday night I was there we were helping her she mentioned my mom has been talking and saying more. I was there that night started to overview a book I bought a while back that I wanted to start reading. Affective Neuroscience by Jaans Hanskeep.

I overviewed most of the whole book really excited about its content. But I stopped by yesterday see my mom around 9:50  she was out cold, then at lunch out of it then at night about 5:30 out of it then at little after 8 and still out of it, left came back later same thing. Not sure she had something negative take place. I find controlloing the narrative even means corrupting Perrins life by controlling it, by manipulating thngs around it so that I am kept in my place for what I am suppossed to be  base off how others view me. Status quo. sadistic authoratarian I am a subordinate to be used for someone elses's success and the person that hates me has a whole group to act in retribution on his behalf. It is not right The more power a person gets the more force and brutality underground that I experience. This crap started in 2007 heavily it is a personality of a person that enjoys messing people up, hasnt changed only gotten worse over time.

You see the email before this and I utilize knowledge to delve deep offer resolution to real world issues that no one ever thinks of. Yet hands all dried out waking up at 1 in the morning experience of yet another food assault. People kissing Luna's ass are enablers if you are contributing to his faulty network of biological processes your contributing to the progression of his disease. Parkinsons and psychopathy